I chose to create this blog not only as a source of adult entertainment, but so that I can explore myself and my sexuality and share it with interested parties. Now - after two days of consideration - I'm sitting here having just jacked off for the first time today and wondering: where do I begin?
Am I a jack off addict or am I a man who loves to masturbate and watch other guys masturbate? I guess answering that question will be one of the things I will explore on this blog. Maybe in the near future I will posts photos and videos that get me off. But for right now, I am going to give a little information about myself...
I am 46 years old. I am gay. I workout about 3 or 4 times a week. I belong to a jack off club that I really don't get much of a chance to attend because the economy has me unemployed and working part-time in the service industry. No complaints really but I'd really like to devote more time into the club. I'm usually unlucky at dating and hooking up to fuck. Some say its all in my imagination. Others say that guys are crazy. Maybe its a little of both. By no means do I think I'm unattractive. I mean, I know I'm a hot guy but it seems to be taken the wrong way when in any communication with other guys - both friends and foe, new acquaintances and possible interests. I've stopped trying to understand. Therefore, I don't play The Game. I don't know the rules and I figure I'm too old to start learning to play. I think race has something to do with my screwed up luck in the worlds of dating and fucking, but I choose not to go into that detail on this blog. Anyway, one thing I do know is that I love to masturbate. I love being naked, freeballing, sleeping naked! I love the feel of my dick and my balls. I've always loved to play with them, and I love the musky smell of my balls...of any man's balls. Speaking of which, I do love a nice set of balls! Just mentioning that is making my cock tingle! I usually jerk off 1 to 3 times a day and it is usually with porn.
I love porn! I've loved porn since I discovered my father's stash when I was a kid. I used to work in the industry, both in front of and behind the camera. My stint did not last as long as it could have, but I'm really happy that I have the experience under my belt. I like the old classic straight porn and the old classic gay porn. The new stuff they put out today is just...not very good, not very sexy, plastic, processed Hollywood fluff. I love X-Tube, as it is real people doing real things that is turning on both them and myself. I watch both the free and the pay on X-Tube. However, the type of porn that takes up 95% of my collection and attention is solo porn. Jack off videos, if you will. And the more the guy is into jacking off, the more it turns me on. I don't like it when they are just sitting there shooting their load with a blank look on their faces and just taking quick puffs of air. No, man, you get in there and show that you love your jack off session! Jack off parties...wow!!! Maybe I will write about that later on.
I guess that's it for now. With just that little bit, my cock is getting hard and I've only shot one load so far...
